Short Term (Getting Hotter)
[#] Driving License 21.11.05
[ ] My tkd coaching certification
[ ] Lose weight
[ ] Getting a healthy tan
[ ] Getting out of trouble w chers
Long Term (Getting warmer)
[ ] Graduating
[ ] Learn a new language
[ ] Travelling anywhere
[ ] Backpack tour for as long
[ ] Raleigh trip
[ ] Study in Sydney
Hey guys! Just modify the site a lil here and there.. Do enjoy!
There's a comic strip with the old game, still trying to find a good game.. Plus! I would add a new game, hopefully every mth.. It wld be on the main blog, I'll post a link for you to get to it. Do post ur comments on it. If its not tt fun, I'll upload a better game, do tell me ya!!! ;)
oOkie dooks, now, for the day, My skin's peeling.. muahaha...
RH juz called, yeah.. tt jerk bro! He asked me to help him this sat and e following sats.. wonder if tt slut's going.. If she is, i'll leave on e spot. I hate her, hate her face, her attitude, whatever she does.... There's gonna be a bbq this wkend, but classes ll still be on, there's a handful of white belts who juz joined.. then, the following sat, the brown tip kids got promoted to poom! So its a celebration for em.. Guess wat, its 3hrs TRAINING! How to cope?? I'll probably be e joke.. I cant do a shit! Everytime this gets to me. Bottomline, I aint e best person to help at this x. and this jerk bro is saying I'll do ok, sucking up to me.. dang! We'll see how. Anyway, He got his slutty gf to help wat!! Give moral support lor! muahahahaha... (I'm BAD!!!! TOO BAD!!!!!!!) I'll make sure he tells me wat exactly's goin on. idiots!
I'm gonna start exercising soon!! Wanted to post something, but i forgot..
Anyway, when u see me online, and if u're free, do play games with me!!! muahaha....
People are often unreasonable, illogical & self-centred; Forgive them anyway
If you are kind, people may accuse you of selfish, ulterior motives; Be kind anyway
If you are successful, you will win some false friends & some true enemies; Succeed anyway
If you are honest & frank, people may cheat you; Be honest & frank anyway
What you spend years building, someone could destroy overnight; Build anyway
If you find serenity & happiness, they maybe jealous; Be happy anyway
The good you do today, people will often forget tomorrow; Do good anyway
Give the world the best you have, & it may never be enough; Give the world the best you've got anyway
You see, in the final analysis, it is between you and GOD; it was never you & them anyway.
hahaha... oOkies, wonder who wld come here.. For my own 'look back' diary...
These days... what happened!!?
Completed exams last wk.. ALAS!! Hopefully the results are alright, btw, i dun hv HiGh expectations. D's also a pass... ;)
Went to Tioman, with GLAD gang, Yixin, Jezrialle (spelt right??) and John.. We made sooo many frens on e way, Give us a few more days and we wld hv known almost everyone there!!! muahahaha... how wonderful huh.. And we're known for being noisy (fun...), the gang frm 'A1A2' << tt's our rm at Paya Beach Resort.. Alright, I definitely enjoy myself!!! Oh ya, there's also Small F, Big F, F1 and F2.. Small F goes w F1, Big F goes w F2.. (F = Flirt) hahahahaha!!! oOKies, Very bad.. but watado!!! Met many nice ppl there!!!! I Miss the place!!!!! Got to see all those beautiful corals, fish and all... Woah!! The water's fantastic!!
The terrible things are: The trip to and fro makes u really sick.. The journey's terrible. Plus!!! Seasick!!!! U stay in e sea for too long, the wave goes up and down, u go up and down too... >> Seasick! U really wanna puke everything out!!!
Back to reality, att's gonna start in June, tt really SUCKS. I mean it SUCKS BIG TIME. Me = No nurse. I'll NOT become a nurse, a totally bad choice... Frm e start, it was ok, den... How wrong was I, this course doesnt fits me. I dunno wat I really want now.
Pay me to travel and do a documentary show!! I wldnt mind, but 1st, get myself into gd shape! Cant imagine wat i'll do in future..
Attending the instructor's course this hols.. Its tiring la.. 730-10pm, every mon, wed, fri.. Haiya! But I wanna be a REAL coach, so gotta go thru tt crap.. Will i be a gd one?
Learnt tt RH & MICH are tog juz yest.. Tt really saddens me sooooooo much.. RH being a gd fren/ rather 'bro', nv even mentioned anythin to me abt tt.. It isnt tt, HE muz tell me every single thing, but hello.... I know both of u, and u've been real close to me... at least, hv e courtesy to say so, rather than ME finding out frm somebody else who dun even noe u. Tt really pissed me off. A Jerk and a Slut. When I say tt, I really mean they are like tt, in reality. Its none of business, I'll not even listen to u frm then on... Whatever u say is pretty much redundant to me now. I hate Mich for a fact, eversince I gotta know her, worked w her and all.. She always uses me as HER shield... GO ahead. I HATE U!!!!!!! >_<
Went to Sentosa today, I got burnt! I'm red... really red. Tts, bad... cuz I wanna be tan. NOT RED!!!!!
oOkies, enuff of crap.. Tts whats been happening..
Tom's easter... doubt i'll blog tom.. hehe.. oOo ya, Today's world's Tuberculosis day.. haha...
The other day I blogged one whole chunk of stuffs, then my lappie switched off.. Pig!! I din had time to do it again...
Here's what i wanted to say... (hopefully it doesnt gets zonked again!)
I totally hate sch.. hate all teachers.. This whole sem's just like stepping deep into piles and piles of shit.. total shit!!!! Yes.. When i begin to feel tt its gonna be over, then another thing comes again... Woo.. It totally sucks. Yes. Sch sucks. everything does........
Seeing totally no meaning in life. actually everything doesnt even matter.. I'm slowly getting so immune to all these scoldings. Scold scold la!! Think abt it, we're paying sch fees, and we're scared to get scolded. No pt!! Indirectly, we pay to get scolded. Isnt tt dumb.... We travel so far to get to sch, den get crap frm these ppl.. Sch's not e best place to get educated.. or rather u gotta see who's e one teaching. Teachers are dumb ppl frm what i've experienced since pri sch.. They cant teach properly, or mayb if they can, They werent able to get e pt to my head. I hate teahcers, I bet they hate me too.
I dun really care abt what happens nowadays. I go sch, cuz i have to. I face everybody everyday, cuz this happens. I can see u cuz i'm on earth. I dun feel much. The more u feel, the more hurt u get. Living isnt impt, i see no real importance in my life.. Its just like I'm an isolated soul.. Getting distant frm earth..
I feel open, i dun really hate old heck tt much... funny.. yes. But true.. Half the time i really dunno what i'm doing. U ask me what was life like in e past, i cant rem. Sch leaves a very vague memory, The happiest time ever was before pri sch started. Yrs down e road, u ask me what life was in poly, i wouldnt rem. More than half our lives are in sch, but it doesnt leave a deep impression. Sometimes i really wonder, if my brain has lots of free space.. I bet it shld.
I cant catch up to wat the society is. I'm slow... I've juz tested past few wks. The more I try to rush, I'll missed it. When I'm calm, I wont missed anything. Compared to everyone in my family, I'm e slowest.. I cant stand being slow... but i cant move fast either.
I'm running in a race which has no end, i cant find the route markers.. I see no one running with me..
Life totally sucks.
Nxt, e haze.. what e hell!! Esp today.. I feel as though e air is suffocating me slowly. Totally cant stand e smell. esp in sch.. The smell is so strong... My throat got dry and all.. God, can u pls send e haze away!!!!!!!!!!
Hmm.. oOkies, so here it starts!!! The march hols! Ha... alas!!!! I get a break from all moronic lecturers plus dadada.. *evil*
I've been going tkd since 3 wks ago??.. yeah.. Ok, Then..... today!!! Just this morn, I think my mum found out i went tkd yest.... cuz I juz got my black belt uniform.. and i wore my poom yest... So washed the 2 uniforms tog.. My mum wanted to close e window, and she saw my 2 uniforms.. Really in deep poo now! haven seen her since morn... heh heh......
Dead meat! Anyhows, i really really love tkd and wanna go.. It doesnt even matter if I'm helpin to coach w no cash.. I dun care!!! As long as I'm in it, and i see those kids train... Its really a joy! =)
Hopefully my parents allow me to go.. hate it when i keep trying to hide the truth from em.. But too bad, they dun kinda support what i actually like. So, even telling em e truth wldnt even help me..
Muacks!!!! I Love Taekwondo.. The moment I get back to it, it brings life!!!! I look forward to the lesson now!!! Yeah!!! Haven got my black belt uniform yet.. Sigh... Keep waitin and waitin.. But i still love my poom uniform!!hahaha... The red and black tog.. so different!! But many ppl still prefer the black..
If Yixin's in, I'll be in all the way, no doubt. I'll train with her, no matter what it takes. Ken is in already! He.. another big time loser!! He's grown so big tt he needs a new uniform, and he's only gonna use it for one grading... after tt he'll get poom.. But he'll get black straight away.. Or else, waste money again! He cant even fit into mine!!!!!
My parents scolded me... esp my dad... arh.. watever!!!! When i was younger, I love tkd, its my life.. My mum dun allow me to go for extra trainings. Then the last time i din wanna go tkd, they kept pestering me to go back.. Now, I'm back again, they said no.
Sometimes..... Parents are so... Hmph! Irritating. They are fickled minded. Not as much as me. But still, why?? Its really difficult to find something i love to do. When I do find it, my parents arent supportive. So much so, I love this sport, I never seem to be at the best for it...
I'm old enough to think, it isnt tt i'm going tkd everyday!!!! =b.. I'll still go...
My legs are aching already!!! Yest, trained.. Today went jogging with Yixin..
RH came to my place today.. and guess what.. Its today tt I found out my tkd instructor passed away last DEC... Ok, shocking as it is. damn damn damn! Blame it on RH!!! Why din he told me earlier!!!!!! He kept asking me to go down and help him. I refused time and time again, why... cuz I dun wanna work for/ under tt instructor. OMG!!!! I Cant believe it! He's juz gone like tt.. I think everyone knows it... I know i'm not e last to know.. cuz Ken doesnt know. RH said he musnt know...
Life and death... Sad.. No matter how much I hated him, the hate is gone.. Who wld hv expected this to happen... I'm in such a daze!!!
Most prob wld go down and help Rh.. he has to run so many places to coach.. and he's such a wonderful friend. Very weee gd friend.. Besides e part on MICH AND MX.. what losers! oK, back to topic... He gave me the location which is easier to coach....
Another thing's tt I haven trained in ages.. tts so terrible...... And to coach, I'll be on a lost too....
Anyhows, tkd is back in my bld after wat Rh told me... He said u need to get started somewhere.... and all.... If I'm not wrong, he's heading eXtreme now.. Wish him all the best!!
Love you guys!!!
Have a wonderful Happy Chinese New Year!
Soon I'll flare up at tt Freaking OLD HECK. Really cant stand her. Esp her attitude. It drives u crazy.. Hearing her voice is like making u shiver, sight of her makes u wanna puke at her..
From eminem's encore cd..
'PUKE' chorus:
You don't know how sick you make me
You make me fuckin' sick to my stomach
Every time I think of you, I puke
You must just not know--whoa-whoa-whoa-whoa
You may not think you do, but you do
Every time I think of you
Thats it!! Sorry for the foul language.. That really suits her..
SHE, screams for something so obvious right in front of her damn face. SHE, doesnt even know what's in her file. SHE, isnt someone you should give respect to.
Whatever tt maybe, this is like a personal grudge. If ever, any lecturer do come forth and confront me abt this stupid OLD HECK. I dun care. I'll just say whatever I think of her. No matter whatever he/she thinks, not even gonna care if they're going to reprimand me. Worst, if the lecturer ever stands on her side, like tt stupid LAW cher.. They are all suckers for life.
Vic was saying juz this evening tt we shldnt bear grudges..
I admit tt I'm such a terrible person at tt, I'll rem all those nasty things.. worst than my bro, at least he heck cares abt many things, forgives and forgets fast...
If u double crossed me, u'll die if I ever become evil... torture u mentally like u did to me.
'Evil Deeds' chorus:
Father please forgive me for I know not what I do
I just never had the chance to ever meet you
Therefore I did not know that I would grow to be
My mother's evil seed and do these evil deeds
I'm such a terrifying kid now. Getting bad.... again?? Maybe trying to find my guts.
Anyhow, uncle will was saying.. if ever the OLD HECK make me angry again.. just say this:
You're old enough to think for yourself. I think you should know whats best for you. muahahaha... She's just tooooo wee old to ever spare a single tot for oths. STUPID WOMAN!!!!!!!!
I'm tanned. But tanned RED!!!!! Think i'll be peeling in no time.. Went to Sentosa with my wife.. muahaha!! *oOps* Wife to be. Not in a crooked way, mind u!!
I was juz thinking, if I became bad... what wld i hv done...
First, I wld get rid of tt stupid OLD HECK. Just the oth day I dreamt tt i kicked her head away frm her body and it went flying miles and miles away...
next, I wld get rid of VACUUM. What the heck! She pushed me when we were viewing cadeva e oth day.. my friend said to shove her head down to the cadeva and tell her to 'kan dao gou'.. muahaha!! Yes yes yes! and tt is if I ever get my guts.
den, tt stupid pathetic law lecturer. I hate her. She actually scolded me cuz of tt stupid OLD HECK.
I wld do many oth dumb things... Think i wld hv been to the girls home then. I hate all those ppl who double crossed me. I believe in retribution. Pls let me see it when they get hurt. I'll be so happy! I HATE THEM!!!! Esp tt stupid OLD HECK. SUCKER!!!!!!!!!!!!!
The magazine said we shld forgive, den we'll... something.. I'm trying to forgive. But its so difficult. cuz they cuz so much of harm to me. SHOOT em ALL!!! Yes yes yes.... *sound like a psycho
Who cares!!
Anyhow, nxt wk's cny! Yes.. and tues.. NO SCH!!! Yipee... Maybe RH will be coming to my place.. A delay trip since dec!!! He better not bring any oth ppl, or else I wont even open my door to let him in. =b...
