Went shopping at PS with Lu and Aiting... Dm cldnt join us cuz she had to get back to msia.. act the purpose was to find sport shoes for aiting... hahahaha... in the end no shoes... went lookin ard... Shoes for the napfa.. tt dumbo thingy... i killed my tailbone last last wk.. I fell.. thx to e havaianas and thx to the rain and the stairs... pretty interesting... hope e taily gets better....

Back to the shoppin trip, we ate thai express yest!!!!! it was a rather super doooper full meal.... wahahaha.... Yummilicious!!! I bought this small wallet/purse u call it... a new waterbottle!!!!!!!!! At LAST!!!!! yipeeeeee............ =D... we went shoppin at carrefour too.. haha!!! we bought sushi's under the one hr special.. hehehe..

Twas fun!!! Really enjoyed myself!!

Today, thx to OH.. gotta go back sch for one pathetic hr.. den the lab practice frm 6-8... heh... -_-.. gonna be a tiring day.. will be doing proj discussions and all tt... *yawn*.....

I got my ncap theory cert.. haha.. ookies.. this wk's grading, will be going to toa payoh stadium to help out on sun.. better end before 1pm.. it's calvin's bday too... but aint attending.. ha! My tolerance level is down... determination level is down... irritability level is up... to see ppl who irritates me just makes me agitated... sleeepy......

ookie dooks.. gotta go mum mum and prepare for sch!!!

Tata...
~Ghissy Baby

Weeee heeee... I passed my NCAP theory test!!!! hahaha...... *crazy gal*
It was a looong wait.. gonna get my cert in 2wks time!!! Yipeeee.....

Tom morn's there's training with stanley and all e blackies... haha... This keeps me going! Yabadaba doooo....

Went in to msia today.. my grandma had her hand operated... think she shld be ok, tts y she was discharged.. yepz! ;)

Sch's starting on mon.. tt was wat i was waiting for. It sucks in a way.. but it's gonna keep me moving and striving harder frm now.

It was a tiring day... lalalalala... gonna slp soon...

Tataz...
*Muacks*

Yes, indeed... my bro lost his hp. wonderful job done, btw.. its my hp with his sim card.

It was a terrible day today. Twas like, hving a good front but having shit stuck up your ass. Seriously.
lalala... happy day, then comes, he's phone got stolen, cuz of his carelessness... while i was still on fire abt tt, i saw the slut. U noe, its like water cant even save it.

Lemme say, I hate MICHELLE. I'm not talkin bad abt her, but she's such a bitch-s.. This is such an open thing, now the world knows I HATE MICHELLE, why, yes... She's on my to 'gun down list'.. I dun give a damn. She makes me puke.

1 wk and 2 more days... Att will be over!! yes yes yes...... muahahahaha..... I cant wait..

Still surviving.. I guess this time round, the att was quite ok. dunno.. haha.. every ward i go to, there's only 2 yr2s.. pathetic.. This ward for the 2wks, will be a terrible one i suppose, there's only 3 studs with wateva shift i work, and the oth, there's 5.. nxt wk ll be a nightmare, 2 only.. haiz... -_-.. wateva it is, I want att to hurry end, i cant wait to get back to sch.

This time round, I'm trying to memorize e meds.. it really sucks constantly getting scared to get asked abt wat this drug is..

This coming fri's Jasmine's birthday.. we haven really celebrated our bdays tog for quite sometime. Hope she's gonna hv a great time! ;)

This sat's a few ppl bdays too, and there's a combine tkd training cum bbq at Bullion.. Hopefully it wld be a gd one... there wld be soo many ppl.. lalalala... cant wait for sat too... muahaha!!

Alrighty, tts all.. gonna go work later at 1pm, and tom... 7! dread dread dread... Will be so busy and time will pass so fast.. so fast.. then I'll go home in no time... no time...

lalalalolololalalalololo.....

Kiddie loves U!

No kidding... I've tot of going to seek help.. but i dunno if i shld do it. I've been so sad with myself and everything ard me.. I've been to different websites to see what depression is all abt.. maybe i'm juz hving this minor depression thing.

I'm living in fear everyday, living in a dreamland, i dunno what am I doing. If a day passed, it passed.. it doesnt really matter to me what had happened. I dun recall every single thing tt happened. I'm such a loser... I juz hate this feeling i'm hving now.

If u tell somebody, ' I think I'm hving depression..' respond wld be.. no lah!! Dun anyhow say..  OR  yeah.. i think me too. U can nv get help.

It isnt tt i dun wanna get help. i dunno wat it is. I'm better off dead.

I hate everything, every feeling, everyone.. leave my world, leave me to rot. I'm juz a lonely freaking soul.

Tom, first day of att.. anticipate tt it'll really suck.. This whole mth of june will be a really sucky one.. I hate nursing.. I even tot of dropping out of sch.. I told my mum, i dun wanna study, i dun wanna go att.. This isnt wat i want.. u noe how much this whole course sucks.. totally.

I'm counting down... 20days.. day 1 tom, 19 days. Damn it. If only I had att earlier.. diotz diotz diotz...

Heyo... Its friday, which means... Att is juz 2 days away... It really sucks. Know how much i like nursing? Juz an ant size. I cant wait to grauate and leave sch.

I've done my ncap theory exams last fri.. It was quite ookies... with tt fat pig sittin beside me, keep peeking my paper... Copied also dunno how to say thanks. 'diotz'. btw, he juz came over to xtreme tkd.. heh heh heh... I'm back to tkd... weeeee..... I'm soooo happy again.. Tt keeps me moving on.. Not sch. sch sucks, all the way thru my studies yr.. Cost me sooo much of mental pain. -_-..

The kids i coach are really cute!! Mt faber's still e best ground, the nice kids, nice env.. (tts where i trained wee yrs ago).. Last sat, I act ran and climbed e stairs, tts up to the 33rd storey!!! I nv climbed tt much in a day.. heh...

Had a tkd meeting on sun.. Refresh on all the patterns.. Ok, I'm like so bad at it now.. but slowly pickin it up.. Ya, i dun really like zx.. another pig! Only he's allowed to smile, and if u smile, u're doom... =b.... I almost kicked his face e oth day, reason being... He, held e target and suddenly shift it away, thank goodness i saw and pause thy kick.

OoOoh ya, gonna start black belt  training nxt sun!!! Cant wait, hopefully we dun run sooo much.. hate running! I wanna get new tkd shoes.. my previous pair fell apart, into pieces....... -_-!!!

oh ya, so gossipy... rh broke up w mich. can u belive tt??!!! hahahahahahaha... ookies, i'm bad.. but mich really sucks. n i dun see y did rh even went w mich in e 1st place.

Heyo.. haha... Heard frm my darling she came here looking for updates... muahaha.. din update anything... So, gonna do it now.

My Scalp's peeling!!!!!!! And.. its rather scary... Maybe I shld take a pic later.. U noe how ewwwy it is!!! And act, I've nv known my scalp can peel.. pretty amazing.. It happened cuz...... I went sentosa e oth day.. which was like, last fri!!! And.. yeah.. it started peeling since yest.. Its like pouring this liquid over e scalp, den when it dries, u see all e pores... Its gooooey!!! YUCKS!!!!!!!! >_<!!!!

Ok, yest attended the coaching lesson.. Its on pure biosci... anatomy and physio. Ok la, more like a revision class.. But ended damn late! Reached home at 11pm!!! Dango!! Hopefully tom aint like tt.. v tiring.. But she was one interesting lecturer!! muahaha.. nxt wk hv exams for this already, v fast huh.. Must and better pass oh!!

Juz found out frm ZX tt e bbq is cancelled. Fine.. and what, i'm the last to noe again.. rh nv even said a single shit abt it. Getting soooo pissed w him +++.. Gonna tell him off on sat when I see him.


Here's some pics frm tioman..

That's my alienated darling with me... muahahahaha!!!!!! Thats snorkelling... weee....

The Gang!!!!

...GLAD babies...

Hahahha... ooKies, tts all for e pics... lalala... din upload all.

Love my darling!!!!!!!