dunno why.... but yupz... feel as though i'm drifting away from the real world. i hv such a weird feeling. i dun really care whether my friends care abt me.. like, i dun seem to feel the importance of em.. u wanna be my fren, great.. u dun, okay... tts fine.. its like i'm living in wonderland. not able to differentiate whats real n not. got my att results, i also cldnt be bothered or care less abt it. as long as i passed, dun hv to argue for higher results. these, doesnt affects me. I feel like a fake person. not realizing why i live here.. why was i born.. can i exhange myself to my mum.. i dun wanna live so long.. really scared of everything.. i dun seem to get to do anything so so so right.. no confidence.. everything's juz so so bad....

i dunno what can i do in future. for now, I definitely NOT WANNA BE A NURSE. omg.. it sucks my blood dry. I'm so not myself. i cant think properly. i dunno!!!!!

crap headed stuffs.... not tt i think many ppl wld care, but who cares!! i dun care, no one wld care.. why bother wasting time on a person who cant care less yupz..

giving birth to me, is a complete waste. wasted so much of resources. cant help but to juz so detest myself. i m so so dead. ARGGGGGGGggggGGggggggggggg

get lost!!!!!!!

Please make me perish forever.